'I'm coming in... it's been a long time since I've had this man's fever...' It's been five years since I broke up with my last boyfriend... I'm 33 years old and the excuse that I'm too busy working as a doctor has been getting harder lately. I love my job, but it's hard to take on the lives of my patients, and I couldn't sleep at night and resorted to drinking. Today, as I was having another round of drinks alone, I met my ex-boyfriend for the first time in five years. He is a senior doctor at the same university who went to the US to hone his skills. He saw that I was relying on alcohol and invited me to have sex with him to put me to sleep. I liked this kind of forcefulness... I hadn't had a night with him in a long time, he knew all the things that made me feel good, I ed his shape and his fingertips, and I came many times. But he was going back to the US again... but we ended up working together again at the same hospital... I can't forget his body and his presence, but I can't let my ex-boyfriend take advantage of me...? 3h674l