The whole story just upsets me. The abuse victim flees from his tormentor because he has realized that it is wrong to allow himself to be abused! If a victim of abuse hasn't been abused for four years... the memories fade, or rather you process them by replaying them over and over again in your head. What s he had during the four years were not mentioned at all. Rather, the abuse victim was portrayed as if he had lived as a hermit without any human . Then after four years he meets a guy who likes him and who he likes too. But he jerks off when he thinks about his tormentor from whom he escaped 4 years ago? 🤯 Makes no sense at all! And not only that, he tells his new friend, "whom he likes", that it's over and he voluntarily goes into the apartment with his old tormentor to have sex with him.
During sex with his tormentor, does he think about his new boyfriend again and then runs to him and has sex with him shortly afterwards? For me the MC is just a selfish bastard because he doesn't have himself under control and at 24 years old he doesn't know what he wants.